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The Lullaby


There is nothing more painful to hear in this world than the cry of a baby. The sound reached my soul above the commotion at the food distribution site in a remote village in South Sudan. My ears looked across the humanity milling around towards the direction of that incessant cry. My eyes captured the sound and the source of that cry.

It emanated from a feeble baby lying on the lap of her mother. With mouth wide open near the exposed nipple of her mother’s breast, the tears had dried up on the black cheeks of the child. The cry became louder as the young mother frantically switched her baby to her other shrivelled breast. The helpless mother hugged her baby tightly to the now empty breast. Exhausted at the emptiness, the baby’s cry grew into a shrill scream.    

The other women in the long queue waiting with their own babies to receive the ration of the day turned their heads away unable to watch anymore. As the cries turned into deep sighs of anguish, the dishevelled mother hugged her baby tightly to her thin frame and started humming a tune as she rocked the baby.

Slowly the humming cascaded into a lyrical out pour of grief and exuberance all at the same time. I did not understand the language in which she was singing, but the baby did. She opened her eyes and looked up at her mother with a deep understanding, snuggled closely against her mother’s comforting breast and slept.

Silence. 

The lullaby had soothed the baby into a deep sleep. But, it woke me up and I started to cry. 

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